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Joseph ♔ Kavinsky ([personal profile] burnyoudown) wrote in [community profile] route666rp2026-03-25 07:10 pm

[Open] Set me on firе just to watch me

Who: Kavinsky and OPEN
What: Returning from a canon update and not doing so well from it. Emotions are running high + elemental surges (fire)
When: The end half of March
Where: Outside the Convoy
Warnings: Mentions of suicide/suicidal ideation, drugs, alcohol, murder, and abuse in threads, though none in the actual starters. Also lots of swearing.
I'll match format to whichever you prefer!

I. Up In Flames - (new glowing eyes elemental trait activation)

[Kavinsky couldn't say he knew what had happened, but that didn't mean he wasn't feeling scorched to his core. His dream animal and the cuccos weren't with him; he'd left them back at the Convoy. It was safer for them there, all things considered. Just like it was safer for everyone else that he wasn't at the Convoy right now.

His control over his fire wasn't what anyone could call 'present'. The ground around him was scorched in frantic patterns, and a tree or two here and there had flames flickering along the bark. The harmless fire that licked along the edges of his--semi-translucent and red-orange--hands and forearms surged whenever actual flames leapt from him. His eyes, normally a deep brown, glowed with the same red-orange every time his power surged, though he wasn't aware of it.

Things had been looking up for him. He'd thought they'd been looking up. He'd thought that Ronan would be just as eager for kinship, finding another dreamer, as he was. He'd been wrong.]


Fucking son of a bitch.

[He dropped into a crouch, breathing, or at least trying to focus on even breaths. Raking his fingers through his hair, he scrunched down more, like he was trying to become as compact as possible. That's not enough. It didn't take much for those words to twist into a different meaning, the one he knew Ronan had been implying. He wasn't enough.

The moment he pressed his hands to the ground on either side of him, steadying himself, flames surged from his palms, scorching the ground around him. He was distantly aware of the fact he needed to get the fire under control, but he didn't think that was going to be doable until he'd calmed the fuck down.]


Fuck.

II. Embers In The Air

[Though the ground around Kavinsky was scorched, the permanent flames on his hands and forearms had stopped surging, and his eyes, hidden behind white-rimmed sunglasses, had gone back to their normal dark brown. He seemed tired, spent, potentially asleep as he laid there--but he wasn't. He was all the other things, but he was very much awake.

That was more obviously confirmed when he sniffled, the ugly, sinus clogged sound of someone who'd been crying. He didn't have the energy--or really, the motivation--to get up right now, and he wasn't sure he had the motivation to do something about it if the sounds of something or someone approaching were something less than friendly. He didn't move, didn't lift his head.]


Just give me a heads up if you're going to eat my liver or something. Otherwise, fire's all done. I think. I'm not going to deep fry anyone.

[The last part he could nearly promise. The fire being done with and fully back under his control? Questionable.]
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[personal profile] bufudine 2026-04-23 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, he knows what Kavinsky is thinking about instead. There's that hunger named desire in his gaze, an eagerness to fall onto Serph and devour him that's barely held back.

Serph startles at the sudden appearance of the blanket, the upper pair of wings fluffing before he relaxes immediately once he realises what's happened. It amazes him, this kind of control Kavinsky has over a dream like this.

"Sleep. It's been a long day." He raises a hand to run it through Kavinsky's hair. Even though he often feels disconnected from his own emotions, there's a part of him that can sense it has been an emotionally draining 24 hours for the dreamer. What Kavinsky needs is rest, not being kept up in more ways than one. "I'm here with you."

Carefully, he manoeuvres them down onto the blanket, arm around Kavinsky's waist as he does so. The wings closest to Kavinsky stretch out over him in a feathery blanket, an action he's well practised in now.

And because he knows Kavinsky is prone to thinking in circles, making things more complicated than they really are, and it really is quite obvious what Kavinsky wants beyond mistletoe, Serph adds, "We can have sex another time. Not tonight."
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[personal profile] bufudine 2026-04-24 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
Serph lets Kavinsky get as close as he wants, allowing limbs to tangle and breath to fan over feathers and skin. At this distance (or rather, lack of it), it's easy to feel the slow and steady inhale exhale of his every breath, calm and even.

And it's a bit strange, not having the bodies he's become used to pressing against him from all sides, from Heat's arm around his waist to Jack's head tucked into the curve of his shoulder to John neatly hidden beneath the shadow of his wings. But it's still a quiet moment in time, a long slow exhalation that the dream seems to partake in as even the subtle tension of simply being alert unwinds like water flowing gently over rocks.

"Sleep," Serph murmurs, pressing a kiss on Kavinsky's forehead -- where, unlike Serph, Kavinsky doesn't have a third eye -- arm slung comfortably around him. His own eyes flutter half closed, their faint light dimming beneath his eyelashes. "I'll see you in the morning."
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[personal profile] bufudine 2026-04-25 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Serph doesn't go to sleep.

He said he'd watch over Kavinsky and he meant it. He's not like John, who doesn't seem to actually need sleep, but he's not unfamiliar with keeping watch for long hours without getting bored. Though it's a bit strange doing it when he knows he is technically sleeping in the waking world.

But he has plenty to keep his attention while being on watch for any dragons, like the steadying of Kavinsky's breath as he calms down and slips into a contented slumber. He notices the tension ease from Kavinsky's face, expression unguarded. He notices the blotchiness from crying so much slowly fade, the faint traces of wiped tears slowly drying before evaporating away.

He can appreciate why John simply watches over his comrades as they sleep rather than doing anything else.

Time seems to stretch and compress all at once within dreams, so Serph doesn't know how much of it passes with every gentle breeze. Is he forcibly removed from the dream when Kavinsky wakes up? Or does Kavinsky need to wake up in the dream before he wakes up in the physical world? Serph doesn't know the answers to those questions, so he simply waits patiently until the answer makes itself apparent.
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[personal profile] bufudine 2026-04-26 10:10 am (UTC)(link)
There's a shift and Kavinsky stirs. Serph doesn't move, watching the subtle changes in breathing and the flutter of eyelids as Kavinsky wakes up. Slowly, Kavinsky's gaze focuses and he starts talking in that mildly addled just woke up kind of way.

Go for what...?

It isn't that he forgot Kavinsky wanted to create a night sky orb that projects the stars, he just doesn't realise the intent.

But Serph shakes his head at the quesion. "I had plenty to look at."

The words are said completely straightfaced, no hint of a joke in his expression or tone.
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[personal profile] bufudine 2026-04-27 12:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Serph simply nods, not answering and answering the question at the same time. He isn't easily bored at the worst of times, and even in this small dream space there truly is a lot for him to observe with a careful eye. The forest almost seems to breathe with them, a strange kind of unity he's only felt in brief snatches when he's with Jack or Edward, or that long night under the oasis waters with John.

When Kavinsky sits up, so does Serph, though he keeps his wings wrapped around Kavinsky's waist like a blanket. He's faintly pleased that Kavinsky has rested well; that had been the purpose of him being here after all. A small smile flickers across his face.

He stays silent, but his attention sharpens despite being awake while Kavinsky had been sleeping, curious. Kavinsky is creating something within the dream, isn't he? The orbs of the starry sky, to be taken outside into the waking world. He's witnessing something rare, and wants to observe it with his full attention without distracting Kavinsky.
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[personal profile] bufudine 2026-04-28 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
There's no sensation from the feathers themselves, but Serph can feel their pull from where they're attached to flesh when others brush their hands over them.

It's pleasant.

As he watches Kavinsky create the orbs in rapt attention, their sudden appearance has Serph's brain scrambling and questioning if they hadn't been there all this time. It's... strange. He doesn't know why he expected there to be some kind of fanfare, some indication of the orbs' appearances before they simply are. In hindsight, it makes sense with how the blanket he's sitting on had simply appeared last time. But these orbs had simply manifested between one blink and the next and that was simply it. Even his own manifestations of magic have some kind of shift in the air, a cooling of temperature, some kind of sign before ice coalesces into existence.

Accepting the projection orbs with both hands, he taps them both with his thumbs. Once again, the constellations appear before him like a high quality hologram. It's a bit nostalgic; it's been a while since he's seen something like that. Because he turned them on at the same time, the constellations overlap.

He can't wait to bring his one back to the RV and show the others.

He nods, turning them off again. He sounds pleased, a simple joy leaking into the dream. "They look good."

Even when turned off, they swirl as mysteriously as the atmosphere and weather patterns in the waking world. It's nice to look at.
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[personal profile] bufudine 2026-04-30 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
Serph likes the touch of hands over his. A moment of gentle, shared intimacy. It's one of the few things that doesn't make John skittish, and there's a kind of warmth in intertwining fingers like they're plaited thread.

He doesn't quite have the time to turn his hands palm up before Kavinsky simply disappears from the dream, just like how the orbs had appeared. The bigger surprise is that Serph hasn't been forcibly dragged out of the dream; he expected the dreamscape to collapse on itself now that its 'owner' isn't here. He's so used to his dreams simply ending after a particular point when he's sharing a dream with another, abruptly catapulting him into the waking world.

...So. How does he leave it?

A perplexing problem to ponder while he studies the dream's raggedy edges. And while he knows something like oh, eating someone's leg in a dream doesn't translate to eating it in the waking world, in Kavinsky's dream where thought becomes reality, he doesn't risk bringing harm to himself to force himself out. Instead, Serph settles himself down on the blanket and closes his eyes, slipping into a sleep within a sleep.

When he opens his eyes ten minutes later, he sees a familiar room. He rouses, instantly alert out of habit, wings folding as he sits up. He hopes Kavinsky hadn't been worried when he didn't wake up with him, so he explains, "I didn't know how to wake up."
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[personal profile] bufudine 2026-05-01 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
Serph's experience with animals (much less dream ones) is... limited. But since Ro had been sniffing him before and was sniffing him again before clambering away, Serph once again briefly offers his hand to Ro to sniff properly.

He shakes his head. "It's alright. My dreams usually... end." Serph stretches his arms, wings stretching too. "I didn't know it wouldn't happen this time."

Granted, walking in dreams isn't usually something he's had control over. Every time he's dreamed with someone, it's never been his intention. Whether it's him entering someone else's dream or someone else being drawn to his, it had always been an accident. And sometimes within the dream, he doesn't always realise it's a dream at all. Even if Kavinsky's powers are from his own world rather than this one, perhaps he can learn more control over his own from Kavinsky.

Pulled from his thoughts by Kavinsky talking to him, his attention slides to the projection orb, which looks as mysterious as it had within the dream. Oblivious to Kavinsky's intent, Serph reaches for the part of the orb that isn't covered by Kavinsky's fingers; how else is he going to take the orb from him? (But he wouldn't mind Kavinsky touching him at all.)

Serph taps the orb and the now familiar projection fills the room with a starry light. His expression softens at the sight, marvelling at them for a moment before he turns his gaze on Kavinsky. "Are you rested?"

That had been the whole point of this exercise after all. Helping Kavinsky to rest safely.
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[personal profile] bufudine 2026-05-03 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Serph allows Ro to climb his outstretched arm, steady as the little creature's weight transfers from Kavinsky to him. It's a kind of novelty he's never experienced before; he's never had a pet of any kind and the only small animal he's been in the presence of was that strange cat, who was always watching him with a silver eye gaze that seemed to see right through him. He doesn't really know what to do, but since Ro isn't doing anything he objects to, Serph simply allows Ro to drape over his shoulders.

He nods; yes, he would like to work on things together, too. As far as he knows, there isn't anyone else who has knowledge in this area and now that he knows what can be done with dreams, it seems more relevant to try and exert some level of control over them than before.

He doesn't need a dream to feel the sheer gratitude exuding from Kavinsky. He turns his hand that's under Kavinsky's so it's palm up, allowing him to thread their fingers together. "It's alright. I understand."

There's no need for words. Several festering wounds had been cleaned out before they could destroy him. Now, Kavinsky can heal.

Serph places the orb safely in the crook of the blankets, his now freed hand cupping the curve of Kavinsky's jaw before he leans in for a brief, chaste kiss.
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[personal profile] bufudine 2026-05-05 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
He cannot claim to understand the workings of Ro's mind. It seems the creature is satisfied, slinking off like he's liquid in animal form and returning to his retreat beneath the bed. It's... strange, but oddly charming.

When Serph pulls away, he brushes a thumb across Kavinsky's cheek, gently bumping his forehead against the dreamer's. "I'm fine."

He isn't tired, but he doesn't want to reach that point either. He's not used to this sort of concern directed his way, but he can recognise it as care, a way of asking his status and an offer to try and help if it is poor. He's so used to presenting an immoveable wall that it's hard to shake the habit. But truly, he has been through far more arduous nights where he was fighting the entire time. This night had been an easy one by comparison.

He pulls away, grasping the constellation orb and unfolding himself out of the bed. "But I need rest."

In a few hours, the Convoy will be moving and this room folded up and away. And while Serph is capable of sleeping in all sorts of places, he'd rather do it in a place that he considers territory.
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[personal profile] bufudine 2026-05-05 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
Serph's gaze slides to the corpse on the room's floor. Right. Yeah. They probably should do something about that. "I'll take the dragon."

While Serph could eat it himself, he intends to give it to Heat for a morning snack. Heat doesn't actually need to be plied with extra food -- at least not from Serph -- but it'll put him in a better mood. Especially since he'd likely still be cranky at Serph going off without him and the closer proximity to John overnight, who he still dislikes (just not as much as before).

He doesn't wait for Kavinsky's response, crouching to lift the dragon's corpse in one hand -- it's not that heavy but it's certainly an awkward shape -- and jostles it until it can be tucked comfortably under one arm. The blood from the dragon's fatal injuries has had plenty of time to dry, so Varuna's ravenous attention isn't piqued; the demon prefers a fresh kill, not a corpse hours old.

With a nod to Kavinsky, Serph turns to leave, dragon and orb in tow.