[ it's something jayce missed about himself, perhaps. being loose and bright enough to fool around and be boyish with unabashed frequency. it's not that it's disappeared, it's just . . . the reason to be has been forcefully squeezed from him. he barely smiles these days. his shoulders always feel tense and his brain on alert to a threat that may never come. stress made him look ten years older after only one birthday and chronic pain drags his humor through the mud.
also, he's just strolling right through this? the imagery fires off so many neurons in his brain it's giving off infinite flare signals. jayce gives the securitron a curt nod of somehow . . . important acknowledgement, in how he'd greet any enforcers who stare at him for too long. kind of hated it. annoying, corrupt lot actually . . . well not all of them but fuck marcus definitely. ]
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[ it's something jayce missed about himself, perhaps. being loose and bright enough to fool around and be boyish with unabashed frequency. it's not that it's disappeared, it's just . . . the reason to be has been forcefully squeezed from him. he barely smiles these days. his shoulders always feel tense and his brain on alert to a threat that may never come. stress made him look ten years older after only one birthday and chronic pain drags his humor through the mud.
also, he's just strolling right through this? the imagery fires off so many neurons in his brain it's giving off infinite flare signals. jayce gives the securitron a curt nod of somehow . . . important acknowledgement, in how he'd greet any enforcers who stare at him for too long. kind of hated it. annoying, corrupt lot actually . . . well not all of them but fuck marcus definitely. ]
That, or you could just admit you'll miss me.