Levi stops, "Of course it matters! They're dead and I'm alive where I don't deserve to be!" Maybe Termina and this place are just punishments for him. Maybe he did die and went to some sort of hell...that would probably be for the best. "They could have done so much more but instead they were thrown away like broken toys and I couldn't do anything!"

He saved a few, but it was such a small number it barely counted. His voice hitches, tears flowing down his cheeks. "...it didn't matter how young they were. How new or how long they'd been at the front. I couldn't," his voice breaks, coming out uneven between sobs, "...I couldn't even save Max...he was only ten..!"